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The last seconds? draw near,
The final goodbye is almost here.
The moment we leave this building tonight
We?ll have to go our separate ways
And on our new wings take flight.

Take care of yourself
So when we meet again you?ll be whole.
Watch where the paths you take go
So you can come back again.

This chapter in our life ends
As our life continues to unfold.
Learning your talents is like finding gold.
Cherish its value-
It?s important to you.
You have to go your own way
Like I must now today.

I?ll take care of myself
So when we meet again I?ll be whole.
I?ll watch where the paths I take go
So I can come back again.

We?ve known each other for so long
That separation may feel weird-
Even a bit wrong,
But we?ll be okay.
We?ll meet again someday.
It might be an empty promise
To you but I can see it?s meaning
We?ll change, move n, grow-up
But we?ll be the same inside.
Some things we just can?t hide.

So lets not hide.

We?ll take care of ourselves
So when we meet again we?ll be whole.
We?ll watch where the paths we take go
So we can come back again.

Secret affection
and fears of rejection
my love for you
is crushing me,
I feel like a lock
with the wrong key.

I'm trying hard to let go
but not loving you
is harder than I wanted to know.

I'd do anything for you
my ears ring from the echoes of your laughter.
you don't know what i've been through
just to see you smile,
so please stay a while.

I cant live off memories
and happy little fantasies
but I can try.
I wont lie,
even if I don't love you forever
I want ever
forget you.
you're unforgetable.

i'm working on a song, i'm gonna call it the rock rebellion or the next generation, any who, the first verses go like this;
"us teens today are apathetic
all we want to do is cry
its hard finding a soul thats sympathetic
all they say is a lie
well i can be empathetic
but i'm dizzy from the hair dye.

loud screaming music
make us wanna punch walls.
we wont be your robots
cant dress us up like dolls.
we're an army of angry teens
let us loose on your enimies"

its suppose to be kinda screamo, laid back and loud, its about how adults try to control our actions and how they dont take the chance to understand us so we should have a teen vs. adult like war....i'm having trouble finding a tune for it on my guitar... oh wells

what you see
is not all of me,
a sad smiled girl
just barely hanging onto this world.
i'm not different,i'm not unique.
i'm a monster, i'm a freak.
i'm not deppressed
my soul is just repressed
because of the feelings i've suppressed.
there's a brick wall
between the world and me.
mental chains hold me,
when will i be free?
darkness and tormoil is all i see.
dust from past broken dreams
swirls and pollutes the air i breath.
my soul twists and bends,
when i sleep the feeling ends.
i know i sound deppressed
but this is as happy as i get.
please don't touch my heart
you'll just end up destroying it.
i feel blue
and rather low.
i didn't always feel this way
but now its all i know.
dont leave me alone
i cant feel any thing
i guess i'm used to being on my own.

uncool is the new cool
but lame
remains the same
so push your enimies into a pool!